finding partner

now i end up trying to find place to print picture to canvas and print to album so that my service will become better and more professional. now i have found them so what left for my service is a make up artist for me to work with and few costume if i could afford it. really hope that my friends would able to help me market my service but i know that i couldn't depends on my friend and i need to market my service my self. now i need to learn how to design album and how to shoot in studio hopefully i'll become better soon.

my cousin wedding

after i moved from geylang HDB to bedok i directly flew back to indonesia to cure my Eczema, amazingly the recovery is so fast it only need 2 day to show the improvement first of all thanks to Singapore chief priest that help to pray for my speedy recovery and my temple member ( aunt margareta, karen) last but not least is my mother and brother who give me a good medicine for my skin.

in the end i could take a picture for my cousin wedding at first i thought i'll be the only photographer but instead my cousin booked a photography service from his temple. when i reach his house i got shock there is 2 photographer there since it thought it will be only 1 photographer. i'm kind of lazy at first time because i feel there is too many photographer than i'll keep on fighting for a better angle with the photographer

both of the photographer is a professional photographer but i just started to learn to do this business which make me kind of down at the moment but i told to my self that i'll try to take good picture no matter what happen so i started to take. it's not like other wedding ceremony that i took my cousin only do a tea ceremony and signing the marriage certificate although in the afternoon there is small wedding ceremony for close relatives and close friend of my uncle.

i feel glad and happy that my cousin finally found someone that really suit to him now and get married. hope that they will be happy forever.

my picture result could be seen at here

leason learned

this is the proof of hokekyo teaching which said people who afraid to get wet will be wet which also means people that afraid to lose money will lose it. now i already proof it i try to save time and transport money and afraid i will lose money if i stay in a good condo or more expensive place end up now i lose my money because i try to anyway get a house. but like what stated in hokekyo ( lotus sutra) for hokekyo believer poison will become medicine and there will be no prayer will left unanswered. yesterday i'm quite stressed because of the fact i need to check whether my skin problem is contiguous or not so that i could move to the new house and i know there will be another girl staying in my current house. at first i thinking of drinking my panadol and sleep but in the end i remember i haven't do my evening prayer and i open my gongyo book that start chanting few minute after i finished chanting the one that introduce me to the place suddenly call me, usually she call me only at day time before 2 pm but yesterday mystically she called me at arround 8 20 PM and i got shocked but happy because i wanted to tell her that i want to take the house key as soon as i could since i really afraid that when i really need to moved i don't have place to go. money is important for our luxury and important for us to stay alive but faith is the one that helping use think straight and walk to the correct part to happiness

terrified

I'm terrified now, the owner of my house keep adding a china girl to stay in the house. when i first come in it is only 2 girls staying, yesterday it become 3 and now he add 1 more girl to come so tomorrow it will become 4 girls. i started to feel this house become more n more scary i want to go now but got no where to go. now i know what is the feeling of being terrified. you cant sleep you cant eat well. luckily my ex girlfriend still willing to help me with my important letter and few of my stuff and my temple member help me on booking a hospital for me to check my skin problem. i don't know whether my boss will allow me to work from indonesia or not that's is still a big question for me. my life suddenly change from a peaceful life to a terrifying life. i guess this is because of i'm still lacking of patience and faith in Buddhism. this can be say is the worst experience after i'm being blinded. i hope a solution will arise soon i can't stay longer that's for sure but i also can't run away now because of the situation. the only thing that can save me is Gohonzon and no one else.