skin problem

after come back from ubin my skin become more sensitive than ever because it is hot in singapore i endup got some skin problem and it getting worst after the accident where i felt down while taking pic in jakarta. now my skin is worsen i hope this is the worst it would get because i'm sick of it. my whole neck become red and a lot of red rashes on my body. i'm in pain and suffered but still need to get through this by my self although this is the time that i actually need my family and someone to take care of me. my skin surface feel like burning and being added that i feel uncomfortable in my new room. i hope i'll get well soon =p

first day in new room

this is the first day i stayed in my new room. after taking bath i directly do gongyo and pray that all being in this place be happy and i could be protected from any bad things. after that i got a thought of calling my owner and i really feel it's good that i call him. i said to him why does the girls thing still in my room if she didn't want to move maybe i will moved to the other room instead. and the reply from him was " i told her to moved her things already but maybe she is lazy or what than don't moved her things if you don't mind just let her sleep with you for a day". i directly said to him that cannot i don't want if she don't want to moved that I'll moved to other place because for me it's ok. I really hope that nothing will happen tonight while i'm sleeping. the door unfortunately can't be locked from inside i can't use a door stopper or block the door using my things because the girl's things is still in my room. so the worst things might happen is tomorrow suddenly got a pic of me sleeping with the girls ? ckckckck. but if that happen i think i won't care and won't give money to all of them because it's a prank and i will report to police instead hehehe because i believe that truth will reveal =p

staring up my macro learning

though there are many2 people said and suggest that i shouldn't buy a macro ring because of the quality of image that i would get end up i still buy it. i bought a cheap marumi macro filter so that i could start my experiment of taking macro pic. after i take it i agree that the pic look soft and the quality lower down quite a lot hehehe. but whats wrong ? I'm not doing commercial shot yet, it's cost me 90 dollar for 3 macro filter and i have fun trying shooting macro which i never really try it before so for all photographer out there if you really want to learn and your money isn't enough yet just buy what u need to learn and save money to buy a better one later here is 2 of my pic that i took today

new room thrilling experience

I'll need to move to a new place next Monday and i feel that the place kind of scary in sense of the owner is a guy and look a bit strange though the agent said he is a tuition teacher the other things is the rooms all can't be locked from inside and the owner reason is because the last time it being rent to 2 girls than they end up locking the door and fight inside.

my next housemate look fishy as well she is a girl that for sure came from china and when i need to take my key yesterday night around 8:30 pm she put on full make up and mini skirt I'm not trying to look down or making stereotype of a china girl staying in geylang HDB but it just look fishy to me. this morning i really depressed and keep hoping that nothing will happen to me in the new house because the reason i take the place is because that the place is near to my temple so every morning i could come with lesser trouble and i could come for activity more often than now since there will be no more reason for me to think that my place is far from my temple.

my part of faith said nothing will go wrong because a believer of Hokekyo ( lotus sutra) will always be protected and poison will be a medicine. this experience one of measurement of my faith and test whether i would second guessing hokekyo in my life. i lost sight before and with the power of Hokekyo i would be able to see again and now should i be afraid of even losing what i have just to get nearer to my temple to do practice

I suddenly remember about the story that being told by singapore Nichiren Shoshu chief priest. it's the story about Japanese Hokekyo member that being sentenced of latest stage of Cancer it's already spread to the whole body of his and doctor said there is nothing possibly being done to cure him. but instead of hopelessly wait for his death he stand up to pray against his fate. he wanted to join Rissho Ankoku Ron ceremony this year he keep praying nonstop at first he only manage to pray for few minutes and along the way he keep added up his prayer time until manage to do in hours. amazingly when he do another checkup after a period of time doctor said all his body cancer has disappeared and now is cancer level is same with normal people the most of all he could attend the ceremony of revealing the truth and up holding justice (Rissho Ankoku Ron).

if with the power of faith to hokekyo he could heal the whole cancer in his body why i can't pray for my environment to change? so what is wrong if i'm on the same roof with prostitute? and what would happen if all my stuff being stolen ? i come with a 2000 dollar debt to singapore, prostitute is human just that they might be forced to do that and they might be nicer than some of people that claim their self a good people but actually back stab us from behind. life is really interesting i hope few days and years in front will be a nice experience for me not a bad one as Buddhism saying that if you want to know what you done in the past see what you got now, and if you want to know what will manifest in the future look at what you have done now.

the beginning of my photography journey

Currently my photography journey just started. i started to know few professional photographers and talk to them. until now it's quite interesting that the photographers that i talk to all is a nice guy they willing to tell me their way of taking pic share what they think about photography though i could see that few photographer that i talk to none of them telling the same view about photography. taking a fei yu qing concert is my first concert photo session that i get it's fun and quite a challenging although the way he sing is just same pose to the whole song. so i end up taking few picture of the violin musician and the guitar player. i still didn't know what the outcome will be after my photography is being submitted to the main photographer that let me tag along. my hope is that my picture result is more than what being expected for a beginner level like me than he will let me to tag along when he got photo assignment so that i could learn faster and adapt to professional photographer life style ^_^.


here is one of the pic at the concert. please stay tune to facebook.photoloe.com for more picture and updates on my photography journey

at my birthday day..

i'm quite blessed with lot of good friends and one of them is my high school friend who willing to accompanied me to celebrate my bday with me eating a simple dinner and talk about our high school memories. high school is one of great time for me from playing soccer with friends until all of us running away from classes and all funny stuff. She also asked me that why i don't continue my blog for my photography which at first i replied because i'm lazy to write the things and i might or mightn't be famous photographer but after i think few times i guess its better that i continue my photography journey blog hehe.