on the way to Kuching Hospital

to go to Kuching i need to travel 8 hours using mini buss so i being picked up at 5 am in the morning to the meeting place. on the road i keep trying to train my eye to see since now at least i could see a bit light on my left eye. so i keep trying to train them but after 1/2 hour i feel bit strange i feel that there is something crawling underneath my skin ( like linkin park song >.<) it feel like a rounded things but when i touch my skin there is nothing. so i just close my eye and try to sleep instead but the thing keep on rotating sometimes to my forehead than go to my left eye than make a circle move in my cheek it keep doing a random movement around my head. It annoyed me so much until I keep touching my head but the things never stop bugging me so end up i started to get use to it after 1 hour.

we stop at few food store so that we could go to rest room, eat and drink. at around 11-12 am we stop at chicken rice store where i feel weak for a sudden and dizzy so i try to massage my head but i realized sometimes is strange on my left side of head since it feel a little bit weaker and softer than my right side of head. i keep asking my self what happen than i try to compare my left hand and my right hand, after that my leg, hip and other parts than i got shocked because the whole left part of my body become softer and feel smaller than my right side of my body. in my mind now I'll die if my left part of my body keep getting weaker isn't that mean I'll be 1/2 man half crops ? will my left brain die as well?

I ask my aunt a ( since there is 3 aunt will get involve so I'll named it aunt a, b, c and aunt C is the one from previous story which is the one that told my other aunt to hide my medicine) " aunt a, i feel my left part of body is diff with my right part of body can you help me to check?" than she try to compare my hand and my leg, she answered i dun feel any different maybe you just to tired. in the buss i manage to take a nap and reached the house around 3pm at the house i rechecked my body and become sure that my left side of body indeed become smaller than my right side. than i call aunt a " see this pants it can't be like this my left side of pants look lot loosen than my right side on my thigh" than she also got shocked and told aunt B . aunt B only look awhile and said "maybe it become smaller since tomorrow we will see the doctor than just wait till tomorrow".

we spend the rest of the day resting on a room. the room is quite big and the bed is being put all over the floor so that 1 room could fit 4-5 person. at night i can't sleep because i keep thinking why my left side of body become weaker n smaller is it because of light stroke ? moreover my parents is not there to accompanied me. message for all parents "if your kids are sick and need to go to hospital you better take a leave from your job and accompanied them your kids is not as brave as you thought"