2nd trip to hospital

My mother finally came to kalimantan to accompanied me to hospital for the second time. than the same routine is done we need to go from 5 am and reached malay at 3 pm. in hospital I directly being examined by the nervous Doctor. he asked me " how do you do, you remember me ?" than i said i remembered but i can't see your face now all is blured. the doctor directly ask the nurse to give me IV therapy again. He told my mother that he would need to extract my spine liquid for testing because it seems that my sickness become worst which mean that i might suffer for some kind of disease (the name is too cool for me to remember >.<). the guy that accompanied us for the trip ( also the landlord of the house that we stayed) said to my mother "extracting the spine liquid is not a small job. my friend son being extracted before now his nerve is damage sometimes he don't have control of his own body you need to make sure carefully". when i do a eye checked down stair my mother asked the eye doctor about the spine liquid and whether its dangerous. the doctor smile and said to my mother " the doctor that take care of your son is the best doctor. he is bright in fact superb young doctor. if he can't do it than nobody here will able to do it." than at evening the doctor came to my side he asked my mother whether my mother already take a decision because it need to be send to Australia which mean they need to do it fast. my mother came to asked me than i said ok this is the last thing we could to confirmed what is actually happened to me. after my mother sign the letter the process directly started. the doctor told me to do a position like a baby inside the mother tummy ( to hold my foot tightly and make a curl) he warned me that although anesthetic is being applied you will still feel pain because the injection will go through your spine so please bare with me. after he inject me with anesthetic than i suddently feel something quite thick go through my skin and i feel it go through my bone n go inside i almost moved but the doctor said "i believe you could hold it please help me, bare with me" than i keep hold on to the position and bare all pain that i feel. it feel like whole your body is being suck to the tube. the process take 1 - 2 minutes but it feel like hours. the doctor told my mother not to let me sit or stand because i will feel headache tomorrow since the liquid in one of my spine is being taken. the doctor than told my mother than i might need an immutability injection that need to be done by family member or my self. the injection probability to prevent my blindness to come back again is only 50%. my mother said if that is the best medicine than we would think of it than the doctore directly answer this is not a medicine this will only prevention injection and the price is 10k usd per month and need to be done for 2 years and he warned my mother if we only got the money to do it 1 year or 1 1/2 years better not to take it because the thing wont work perfectly. when my mother asked me i directly said why must I take it? i don't want to inject my self moreover it's only 50 50 chance it is the worst probability for a medicine. she still think that i better take the shot because if my sickness come again it might be a permanent blindness