finding partner

now i end up trying to find place to print picture to canvas and print to album so that my service will become better and more professional. now i have found them so what left for my service is a make up artist for me to work with and few costume if i could afford it. really hope that my friends would able to help me market my service but i know that i couldn't depends on my friend and i need to market my service my self. now i need to learn how to design album and how to shoot in studio hopefully i'll become better soon.

my cousin wedding

after i moved from geylang HDB to bedok i directly flew back to indonesia to cure my Eczema, amazingly the recovery is so fast it only need 2 day to show the improvement first of all thanks to Singapore chief priest that help to pray for my speedy recovery and my temple member ( aunt margareta, karen) last but not least is my mother and brother who give me a good medicine for my skin.

in the end i could take a picture for my cousin wedding at first i thought i'll be the only photographer but instead my cousin booked a photography service from his temple. when i reach his house i got shock there is 2 photographer there since it thought it will be only 1 photographer. i'm kind of lazy at first time because i feel there is too many photographer than i'll keep on fighting for a better angle with the photographer

both of the photographer is a professional photographer but i just started to learn to do this business which make me kind of down at the moment but i told to my self that i'll try to take good picture no matter what happen so i started to take. it's not like other wedding ceremony that i took my cousin only do a tea ceremony and signing the marriage certificate although in the afternoon there is small wedding ceremony for close relatives and close friend of my uncle.

i feel glad and happy that my cousin finally found someone that really suit to him now and get married. hope that they will be happy forever.

my picture result could be seen at here

leason learned

this is the proof of hokekyo teaching which said people who afraid to get wet will be wet which also means people that afraid to lose money will lose it. now i already proof it i try to save time and transport money and afraid i will lose money if i stay in a good condo or more expensive place end up now i lose my money because i try to anyway get a house. but like what stated in hokekyo ( lotus sutra) for hokekyo believer poison will become medicine and there will be no prayer will left unanswered. yesterday i'm quite stressed because of the fact i need to check whether my skin problem is contiguous or not so that i could move to the new house and i know there will be another girl staying in my current house. at first i thinking of drinking my panadol and sleep but in the end i remember i haven't do my evening prayer and i open my gongyo book that start chanting few minute after i finished chanting the one that introduce me to the place suddenly call me, usually she call me only at day time before 2 pm but yesterday mystically she called me at arround 8 20 PM and i got shocked but happy because i wanted to tell her that i want to take the house key as soon as i could since i really afraid that when i really need to moved i don't have place to go. money is important for our luxury and important for us to stay alive but faith is the one that helping use think straight and walk to the correct part to happiness

terrified

I'm terrified now, the owner of my house keep adding a china girl to stay in the house. when i first come in it is only 2 girls staying, yesterday it become 3 and now he add 1 more girl to come so tomorrow it will become 4 girls. i started to feel this house become more n more scary i want to go now but got no where to go. now i know what is the feeling of being terrified. you cant sleep you cant eat well. luckily my ex girlfriend still willing to help me with my important letter and few of my stuff and my temple member help me on booking a hospital for me to check my skin problem. i don't know whether my boss will allow me to work from indonesia or not that's is still a big question for me. my life suddenly change from a peaceful life to a terrifying life. i guess this is because of i'm still lacking of patience and faith in Buddhism. this can be say is the worst experience after i'm being blinded. i hope a solution will arise soon i can't stay longer that's for sure but i also can't run away now because of the situation. the only thing that can save me is Gohonzon and no one else.

skin problem

after come back from ubin my skin become more sensitive than ever because it is hot in singapore i endup got some skin problem and it getting worst after the accident where i felt down while taking pic in jakarta. now my skin is worsen i hope this is the worst it would get because i'm sick of it. my whole neck become red and a lot of red rashes on my body. i'm in pain and suffered but still need to get through this by my self although this is the time that i actually need my family and someone to take care of me. my skin surface feel like burning and being added that i feel uncomfortable in my new room. i hope i'll get well soon =p

first day in new room

this is the first day i stayed in my new room. after taking bath i directly do gongyo and pray that all being in this place be happy and i could be protected from any bad things. after that i got a thought of calling my owner and i really feel it's good that i call him. i said to him why does the girls thing still in my room if she didn't want to move maybe i will moved to the other room instead. and the reply from him was " i told her to moved her things already but maybe she is lazy or what than don't moved her things if you don't mind just let her sleep with you for a day". i directly said to him that cannot i don't want if she don't want to moved that I'll moved to other place because for me it's ok. I really hope that nothing will happen tonight while i'm sleeping. the door unfortunately can't be locked from inside i can't use a door stopper or block the door using my things because the girl's things is still in my room. so the worst things might happen is tomorrow suddenly got a pic of me sleeping with the girls ? ckckckck. but if that happen i think i won't care and won't give money to all of them because it's a prank and i will report to police instead hehehe because i believe that truth will reveal =p

staring up my macro learning

though there are many2 people said and suggest that i shouldn't buy a macro ring because of the quality of image that i would get end up i still buy it. i bought a cheap marumi macro filter so that i could start my experiment of taking macro pic. after i take it i agree that the pic look soft and the quality lower down quite a lot hehehe. but whats wrong ? I'm not doing commercial shot yet, it's cost me 90 dollar for 3 macro filter and i have fun trying shooting macro which i never really try it before so for all photographer out there if you really want to learn and your money isn't enough yet just buy what u need to learn and save money to buy a better one later here is 2 of my pic that i took today